yay! He has a flirtatious friendship with a 23 year old, and since he is 15, thats so awsome. I cant really tell anyone eles, he is already pretty mad for sending a email to everyone saying he was dating sum1... hehe *coughs nervously*

anyways, considering the major crush i have/had on him, this is a bit depressing, but at the same time, im happy that he is putting himself out their, I dont want him to be lonely . ugh, emotions suck. let me know when being a teen is over, ill be taknig a nap till then -_-z

seriously, really mixed feelings. lol, when i found out, I went outside and yelled "MY PEN PAL IS BI-SEXUAL!!!!HE WANTS GUYS AND GIRLS!!" apparently my sister was outside with her friend. boy, the looks i got from her friend were funny. she said ew also, but she is still young. theirs plenty of time to infect her with being a fangirl *muahaha!!!*

I wanted some milk, so i grabbed the container and downed a cup in just one or 2 gulps. IT was spoiled! I was so grossed out! I was also sick for the rest of the day and this morning. ugh, sux.

lol the questions I asked... "have you fucked? which one of you is dominent? well? are you considering a long realationship?" lol I asked him way more things. lol, its killing me to keep a few secrets of his lol. ah well, I get to be a Bi guys friend; the sensitive bi guy, not the whore-ish bi guy who is bi because he will screw anything, not beause he is open-minded.

I got sexually harrassed, as did my friend. They said shit like "oh my god i bet you wanna suck my cock? shake it! nice ass! I'd hit that!" and they went so far as to undo their pants -_- Im used to being called emo bitch or sumthin, but this was new for me.

When he got in my face and he wouldnt shut up about vulgar things, I kicked him. pity, my kick would have done more damage the stupid P.E. coach hadnt blown her whitsle. well, its 3:00 and i heard my moms car door. she is coming home from partying. god, and she yells at me for staying up until 12:00 on a F8cking school night, WTF.

I sometimes hate sleeping, because its like "I have so much stuff to do, and so many shows to catch up on, and emails to read! well, I can just take a few hours of sleep away" but when you do that, you end up with a headach the next day if you skipped to much sleep; or, like me, you'll fall asleep in science. thank god she lets us watch movies so much!

But if you sleep too much, you never get anything done. number 1 reason for wanting to be a vampire, you dont have to sleep!

well, she's gonna bitch me out if she catches me up @ 3:00 AM again, so im off to bed. peace out or whatever.